Stress
This week’s group meeting was truly enlightening. I loved what our Pastor’s wife shared about
allowing their Christmas guests to choose a Christian organization for a
monetary gift: they pass out checks with
“Pay to the Order of” left blank and let each guest fill in the recipient. They have two organizations that they alternate
support for every other month. They also
have an amount set aside where they pray for God to reveal to whom to give the
funds. Some terrific ideas!
I’ve been wanting to work the chapter on stress since we
began this study! I’ve been in a funk
lately where I’ve struggled with pride – wanting recognition and respect at
home and at work. I’ve been selfish and
angry and unforgiving. LOTS of red flags
indicating stress in my life. It was so
good to get my hands into God’s earth last weekend! There’s something about gardening that gets
me in touch with the Lord and calms me to the core. And when those berries show up, my family
will be in heaven!
I wish we’d studied this chapter on stress at the beginning
as well as at the end. I was absolutely
parched for the “seven breathing spells for the soul” and starved for a Sabbath
dinner! I was reminded that God rested, so
what makes me think I don’t need rest!
I’m much more fragile than He is.
I’m perplexed by the spiritual implications of rest. I can see “gathering my daily bread” as daily
Bible study, quiet time, meditation and prayer time. But what about the day of rest? Do I not do Bible study on that day? I don’t know how to do that. Lord, reveal to me what this should look like
in my life. I know this is my battle
strategy for the week, but I don’t know what to do or how to do it.
I need to let go and trust the Lord more. This isn’t always easy because I forget
sometimes. He is absolutely
faithful! I was unemployed for 13 months
and He met my needs completely during that season and brought the right job
along at the perfect time. I was
diagnosed with breast cancer in 2010 and my surgeries and treatments put me
exactly where I needed to be exactly when I needed to be there. So, why am I concerned about Him being able
to do something similar? Or bigger? Or smaller?
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